Hello fellow classmates :)
I just wanted to jump on here to vent some stress. I know we all are going through, have gone through it or will go through it at some point in our journey with coding. I am finally getting closer to the end of the program and am so glad and relieved. However, I find myself becoming more and more nervous at the thought of going "out there" on my own and actually coding on the job. I am completely exhausted because my husband is on disability for severe anxiety and I am the only one working. We have an almost 11-year-old and a 21 month old. I work third shift and average about 5 to 6 hours a night of sleep because I cannot sleep during the day. So, when the baby goes down for a nap I jump in and do 2 hours of school work unless he decides to nap for 45 minutes as he did today. I have a deadline Monday and still have so much to do. I've used all of my extensions due to husband having surgery and company dropping by unannounced, etc. I am always amazed at what we all can handle, but wow my nerves are shot. I work as an MT and sometimes I doze off in the middle of working. I am so ready to finish my studies, but I am lacking the confidence if I will truly know what to do once the job search is on.
Thank you for reading my rant. I just needed to vent for a few minutes :)
Paulette